breathe through.

I haven't been able to eat much the past few days - it is starting to catch up with me... Feeling weak and nauseous and have a continued lack of apetite. I wish I could erase the past - but it is not my past to erase. I want him to make it all better, but he can't - he did what he did, and I have to learn to accept that. But for now the bile in my stomach is churning with disgust and the rage inside is aching to slash out ...

and it is me who is the one to appologize.

listening to breathe through by Annie Stela.

remarkable.